I used to be angry with God.  How could He be so callous as to put so much love in me and not give me anyone to give it too?  I would try, but no one could hold the intensity in my eyes.  They would shrink from the energy in my touch.  They could not handle my burn.  I tried to drown my love with enough whisky that I could not feel it.   I tried to hide it.  I tried to convince myself that it was my destiny to be alone, to hold my love for all time.  Then I met you.

The first time I looked into your eyes you let me see into your soul.  When we touched you let my energy radiate through you.  You let me feel your heartbeat as I released my love upon you.  You did not pull away.  You did not find fear in my embrace, but found sanctuary enveloped in my love.  A love reserved only for you.

I am good at many things in my life.  I try and I work hard at whatever I may do.   I still don’t know what I am supposed to do in this life, but I do know that I am supposed to love you.  I always wondered what my true purpose in life was.    Why was I made to love so deeply?  Why does this fire burn within me only to be snuffed out?   Why was I made this way?  Then I realized I was made to love you.

No matter what else I do in life, no matter what happens to me.  My love for you will be my greatest accomplishment.  You are my reason for being here.  You are why I was made.  You are the love of my life.

ThenI met you, I found that my love was reserved only for you.  After all that time I realized that I was made for loving you.  You are the love of my life.  Let me fill you with my love, let me touch you with my soul; let me hold you until I can’t hold you anymore.  I am forever destined to be by your side.  I am yours forever!